The moment bila mak tanya sakit anak dia as the doctor didnt tell her yet the condition of her child, about the diagnosis, apa yang mak kena buat lepasni, and she looks anxious sangat risau lagi-lagi thats her first child the only child for now, kecil lagi tak masuk 2 tahun pun lagi, and you know the diagnosis based on the symptoms yang anak dia ada which is buah pinggang bocor (nephrotic syndrome), mak nak tau sangatt nii tapi youre just a medical student, nak cakap ke tak nak ni. Macam serba salah nak cakap the only thing that i can do is calming the mak and bagitau apa yang ada dalam kepala in the most calmest way.
Already in the final week of Paediatric posting. Gonna face end of posting exam in a week time. Cuak gila namateyyy cause this is the first time tau takkk facing clinical examination. Cannot imagine how. Hoping for the best but not preparing for the worst. Am scaredddd. So scareddd like hell you know sobs.
Takde mood lagi nak cerita sepanjang dua bulan seminggu dekat posting paeds ni. Maybe right after dapat result exam baru gua cerita.
Jadi, nanti nanti ya buk.
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