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Masuk malam tadi entah berapa kali aku mimpi pasal magic. Its not that magic which people use to santau orang or whatsoever. Scary la mimpi macam tu. Its about Harry Potter. Yeah. Harry Potter. I watched Harry Potter recently. It was my first time watched it without being sleepy. Selalunya tengok je mesti rasa nak tidur. Sekarang dah sampai Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows part 2, the final one. Ya I know cerita ni dah lama dah. The first one was released when I was 8. Cumanya masa tu takde feel lagi nak tengok. And every time I watched it, I'd be sleepy. I dont know why. Dulu masa orang sibuk cakap pasal Harry Potter, serious cakap, gua tak ambil port pun. Sekarang pun tengok just nak isi masa cuti. Takdelah rasa macam cerita ni best gilerw wei.

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I'm the eldest kid in my family. And I'm the only who get used to be far away from my family since I was 13. Not my sister. Not my brother. Soon, my sister will be far from them. She gonna pursue her study. And my parents kinda worried about her. You know, she never done the household chores by her own. There are all done by nenek and mom. I guess its normal to every parents to be worried when their children are far from them. I just cant imagine how my sister gonna handle it all alone. My brother. He sucha spoil brat. Sangat- sangat manja. For 14-year-old-kid , he's just so lucky. Whatever he wants, abah bagi. As long as, abah can afford it, abah bagilah. Kalau tak dapat, merajuk. You know, he shouldnt get a motorcycle now. Should be when he is 16.

But then, abah bagi juga. I was the one who did resist apart from mom, nenek and atuk. He doesnt even have license. I dont know whats inside abah's mind. Sigh. Its not that I'm being jealous or whatsoever, its just that I feel that he's too young for that. I hate to hear abah says " anak lelaki abah sorang ". So what being the only son? Means that he should fulfill whatever he wants?  End of the story.

Its been over two months I didnt see him. Dont ask me how much do I miss him. Glad to hear he'll start his practical next month, not on Sept like the rumours. I'm gonna see him next week. I will. Ihiks! We're gonna be more far from each other starting on Sept, and it lasts for 5 years. Ahhh apa lama sangat 5 tahun :'( Keep calm and believe in Him.

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“Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.” 

― Robert A. Heinlein, Stranger in a Strange Land

My dear baby-vi

Hi.
Its been a long time tak tulis tulis. Miss me? Rindu cakap rindu. Tak nak cakap pun takpe, gua faham. Eceh. I just finished my foundation. In sha Allah , this coming Sept I'm gonna continue my study in you-know-what-I-want-if-you-are-my-loyal-readers course. Hehehehe. Remember my previous entries about the car that my parents gonna buy me? Ekhem. Introducing my baby-vi.

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I'm so in love with it. Extremely in love with it. I wish baby-vi were red in color. Tapi hmm hmm dah mak nak warna ni, nak buat cemana. Gua lagi suka warna merah. Gaduh-gaduh dengan mak pilih warna kereta, at the end gua yang kena mengalah. Mak gua macam budak-budak sikit. Suka nak menang. Ish ish. Mak kata

" Nanti kau dah keje kau belilah kereta ikut warna yang kau suka. Ni kereta mak sukati maklah nak warna apa. Kau pinjam je"
" Ha nanti orang beli kereta mak takyah sibuk sibuk nak kita pilih warna nilah tulah. Sukati kitalah, kereta kitakan"
" Ha sukati kaulah. Kereta kau. Tapi ni kereta mak"
" Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Tapi merah lagi cantik. Nampak elegan"
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh takde takde kelabu jugak"

K mak k k. Mengenangkan ni bukan duit gua. Gua turutkan. Eceh. Dapat kereta pun dah kira bagus. Tak kisahlah bukan warna kesukaan pun. Yang penting gua dah jatuh hati gila- gila dengan kereta ni. Habis degree, kerja, kereta ni jadi kereta mak semula, dan gua akan beli kereta yang gua suka. Warna yang gua suka. Semua yang gua suka.

The End.